Tidak Seharusnya

28.12.10
Berkata tapi yang kau dengar hanya diam
Bernyanyi tapi yang kau dengar hanya siulan
Berteriak tapi yang kau dengar hanya bisikkan
Berlari tapi yang kau lihat hanya berjalan
Tidakkah kau rasakan detak jantung ini berpacu lebih cepat dari seharusnya??
Tidakkah kau lihat bibir ini bicara lebih dari kata yang seharusnya?
Begitu kah sikapmu saat melihat diriku ini??
Begitukah respon yang kau berikan kepadaku?
Tidak seharusnya aku mencintaimu
Mencintai bayangan yang tak akan pernah kuraih
Mencintai sosok yang tak pernah ada
Benar.memang tidak sehrusnya aku mencintaimu
Dalam gelap aku berpikir untuk selalu melawan rasa ini
Melawan agar tidak ada siksa dalam sekucur tubuhku
Kau bagai bulan yang datang disiang hari
Kau bagai matahari yang dating pada malah hari
Tidak seharusnya kau membuat diriku merasa seperti ini
Tersiksa dalam diam..
Tersiksa dalam senyuman..
Kau adalah sosok yang paling kubenci.

At Leles with them :*

Miss you guys..i love you so much. much more :*:*:*
kapan kita kaya gini lagi ?? huhuhu :(

My Photo's

I know nothing else but love

The moment you stood next to me
I liked the ways your eyes looked (at me)
Though I cried yesterday,
today because of you
My tomorrow will be happy.

Neither his face nor his style
I just needed his tender love
To forget all the time that has passed
I can now no longer do anything without you

Cause I know nothing else but love

Lucky

when it gets hard, lucky in my life
you come towards me like a dream
when i get sad, lucky in my dream
you hold me tight with warm embrace

i smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
i don't ever want to show my tears.
even though you don't know my heart yet
because i can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it's a relief

when i want to cry, lucky in my love
you look so handsome in my imagination
when i'm frustrated, lucky in my world
you hold me tight like a dream

everything is beautiful. i'm so happy.
i make a wish again in this lonely world

The One

That person was the one who made me smile
That person was the one who made me cry
With her warm lips to me
That person found my heart

I can’t erase that love
I can’t forget that love
That person was like my oxygen
That person is now leaving

That person. That love. My aching heart
You didn’t know anything
I loved you, and I love you
That’s why I have no choice but to let you leave… my love

Even if my heart becomes tattered
Even if that memory pains me all day
The tears that person sheds
Hurts me even more

That person. That love. My aching heart
You didn’t know anything
Instead of tears, instead of pain
Forget about me and live happily... my love

When our lives are over and we close our eyes,
Then remember me one time

That person. That love. My aching heart
You didn’t know anything
I loved you, and I love you
That’s why I have no choice but to let you leave… my love

My love... my love... my love...